I think it's finally starting! I haven't actually thrown up yet (but lord knows I've tried!) but I feel absolutely ill every morning. From the time I wake up until usually about noon I just want to curl up and die. So far I've found that water helps. I took a short walk with the dogs this morning and that helped a little bit too. I bought a huge box of saltines today so hopefully that will put a dent in this.
Also, I can't stop crying. I cry about everything. This week I cried over my dance class. Our teacher started a new choreography and I had a hard time with one of the moves. So I cried. This happened a few days before I found out I was pregnant too. WHAT THE HELL?! I hate it! I might hate it even more than morning sickness!
Finally, I think my mom knows I'm pregnant. I haven't told her yet because I wanted to go to the doctor first. Her birthday is just a few days after my appointment so I was going to give her the sonogram picture as a gift. But my doctor's office sent my appointment card to her house --after they said they had set the system to not send one at all-- which says which department my appointment is in. The night she received the card she sent me a random text at like, 10 pm telling me she loved me. Then today she sent me a video that she insisted I HAD to watch if I wanted healthy babies. And when I got on FaceBook today she had sent me a very emotional quote. Something about a mother loving a daughter like her baby no matter how old she is and that even if she can't make all my decisions for me she will still support me no matter what. I almost wish she would just ask me about it already!
Ta ta for now!
XOXO
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